Pursue what is meaningful

Another Jordan Peterson post here covering rule number 7 from his 12 Rules for Life. While i was growing up the opposite was told to me. when i said what I wanted to do with my life the response was, “You need to think about money.” I had, what i was told at the time, a good job. I worked for a well known organization and reach the top of the ladder in my department. That was it. no raise. stuck with nowhere to go and it wasn’t something i enjoyed doing. Regardless of my years in the department i had supervisors who hunted down things they could find wrong and in some cases made up something, anything to justify their position. after 14 years, I quit.

I currently have two dreams that I am pursuing. 1 is establishing a writing career. the second is to eventually work for myself in something that I enjoy doing and will become better at over time. I don’t find meaning in what i do. I think about the benefits of my position, the security, insurance, and of course the paycheck. But it isn’t something that i can look back on and proud of. My books give me a sense of meaning. Making a delicious meal and sharing it with those i care about give me meaning. Being able to support myself and the ones I love doing something I enjoy gives me meaning. There are necessities in life that you can not go without. Having something meaningful in your life is one of them. I don’t know how long it will take or how it will happen but eventually one or both of these things will become a reality.

There is more on my plate these days. Being the primary daycare of a preemie baby, taking care of two houses, and staying up late to write a little, like this post, his how my time is spent. I haven’t even finished the self authoring program that i paid for. I don’t know where to go from here, and that is why i haven’t continued. the future portion of the program expects me to know where i want my life to go. that is something new, scary, an unexpected change from the normal day after day grind that has defined so much of my life. to be in control of where my life is heading is fucking scary. I have had so many people over the years tell me what the right choice is, the safe option of any dilemma. When i was ready to sail into the wind and explore new territory there was always someone close to tell me I couldn’t, I shouldn’t, or you have go to be out of your mind. In the end it is my fault after all I am the one who let these people into my life. Maybe I should be concentrating on something else. Rule number 3, Make friends with people who want the best for you. It sounds like a solid place to start.


3 thoughts on “Pursue what is meaningful

  1. MillennialMerit says:

    Definitely one of my favourite rules from the book. Simple yet rife with potential for extra enlightenment.


  2. Keep pursuing meaning! I was at your place in life not too long ago. I wanted a writing career. I had no idea how that was going to happen, but I continued to write every single day. Eventually, the pieces fell into place, and now I am making a living as a writer.
    There is no shame in not knowing where you want to take your life ultimately. None of us really know. But like Peterson said in a recent podcast interview, “Make a bad plan.” You’re allowed to make a bad plan, fuck up, and then improve the plan. It’s better to make the worst plan ever and try to follow it than to stay in a state of inertia and let other people tell you how to live your life.
    Of course, I’m saying all this as a stranger, and I’m not meaning to impede on your life, but I hope you will give the future authoring program a shot. It’s really helped me!


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